I Hate Myself
I hate myself for being so stupid. I revised the wrong subject for the test. The questions were so easy but I made many careless mistakes. Chemistry is the subject I prepared the most but I lost all confidence and panic when I just got the paper. Maths 1 was even worse, I actually forgot the simplest integration despite the amount the exercise I had done. What’s wrong with me? Am I really stupid or what? I can hardly feel the taste of satisfaction and confidence in my studies. I had lost in the battle of conquering my weakness, instead I sank lower and lower every time. I hate to disappoint teachers, I hate failing my subjects. I HATE MYSELF!!!
5 comments:
It's wrong to hate yourself...by the way, i think it's normal for everyone to feel they are getting 'stupid' in form 6. So,just try your best! p/s: i think 70% of your articles posted in your blog can be categorized under 'stress'! ^^ jun
hi
It's been a long time since the last time i read your blog. Pei san, life is not about studying only. It is more than that.
Form 6 is really hard, is not your fault. It's just that we need to spend more time on studying to cope with what we have and what we are going to face.
Please dont be stressed out.
Enjoy and live life to the fullest in stead of worrying all the time.
Thanks for having lunch me.
It's nothing wrong with you for such an act.
I had failed for quite a number of time in my form 6 exam too, but i manage to get good result in STPM.
My point is, don give up up until the very last minute. You would not know what is the final result.
I though my STPM result was bad after sitting the exam, but it turn out differently.
You have prepare a lot, and i believe you can do it.
Your teacher are not dissapoiting with your results, its only your own preception.
Tell yourself.. I believe.. and .. you will achieve what you intended to... cause you are very hard working already....and never..never..say DIE.
if studying makes you hate yourself. you should quit. and studying is not a life but a way of life. what's the point of studying yourself when it makes you hate yourself? it's ridiculous. sorry just that i hate to see people make this kind of statement as if it's the end of the world. you did really well and you are incredible.
thx for the blckhd remover! :)
Thanks evreybody. Really happy to realise so many people care about me. Love you all!!
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